Do you know that feeling when you just want to be a child again to escape all the stress that you're having in your life right now? Most of the time I'm like that. All I want is to be happy, no stress, no problems. But as time pass by, we can't be relax and chill. We have some things to do or the things that we're obliged to do. And because of that, all I can do is just reminisce of my childhood memories.
Since high school started, my whole life changed. I experienced having failing grades, and even bad grade in my conduct. Others said that I am influenced by other persons but for me, I myself was the one who's wrong for letting myself do things that are not good. When I was a child, all I do is to play with my cousins. I'm expressive when it comes to my emotions, now I'm not. Whenever we go to malls, I always want to play in a kiddie arcade or sometimes go to rides. I'm not stressed because all I think about is to play and school works are not hard during that time compared to now. I miss those times where I'm not stressed as I am now. If only I could turn back time, I would definitely do it. And I'm always wondering, if I could go back to the times where I'm still a child, what would I change to make my life better as what I have now? Isn't it interesting?
Now that I'm a teenager, I realized that there are many things in life that a child doesn't know. Even the simplest things like how to solve an algebraic equation. The hardest part is the managing of time, it's hard and that's what I'm experiencing right now. I'm hoping that all my stress will vanish and just become a child again so I could enjoy life and replace all the mistakes that I've done into things that are good. To all the kids out there, don't waste your time because one day, you'll know how I feel today and wish too about becoming a child again.
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